Anonymous Story: Me Too

I was drug raped at age 29 by a person I had dated in high school. For 40+ years I thought I had somehow passed out (on one drink?) It was only a couple of years ago that I realized I had been drugged. The rapist is dead; however his brother wawas in the apartment during the rape. The rapist is dead; however I have tried to contact the brother without success. I am 78 years old and would just like some answers (not revenge).