Anonymous Story: I Thought it was Over…

Anonymous Story: I Thought it was Over…

I have been manipulated, lied too and I was lonely. I was expressing my feelings all over social media, hoping they would realise what they have done. Instead he made himself the victum in the situation…and this was only the begining.

Someone new decided to inbox me to see if I was okay, he was kind, sweet and loving. In fact he was there for me when nobody else was at the time. I had a few other friends who supported me very well, but he seems to understand my problems. A month later, after all the phone calls and messaging we had together, we decided to meet for the first time.

Because I was so ovblivious to what was actually going on, I didnt really care so I met him at the trainstation and we travelled to the other side of the country, to his home. He seemed abit edgy on the journey there, which already made me feel unfortable.

When we got there, the house smelt of piss and you can smell it from a mile away. At this point I knew I made a huge mistake. He led me to the bedroom, which was a a mess, and this was when the night has just turned. I remember feelng terrified and sick.

It was the morning, I needed to go to the bathroom and have a bath to wash of the dirt on my skin, He was sleeping deeply and I couldn’t find my phone. I finally got up and went to the bathroom and started running a bath for myself. As I laid myself in it, I heard footsteps and he decided to walk in and sat beside the bath with his phone. I froze the moment he laid eyes on me, he grabbed the shampoo and started washing my hair like I was a child and washing my body. It was an unpleasant experience I have ever had and before I knew it, he took a photo of me in the bath naked.

I scrreamed at him with the top of my voice and he gave me a two word response “Too late”. He started throwing threats at me, saying that he will put on facebook if I don;t listen to him.. He said i have to date him too. I was to scared to know what to do. But then I came up with an idea of dating him, then delteting the photos and then end it. I thought it was over but little did I know, that it would take me 4 months to delete the photo and end it.

He has done so much to me and made my life hell for 4 months. And I remember the day when i finally got rid of him, and it felt amazing. He managed to buy me £40 worth of stuff just to say sorry, but to me that meant nothing and thats when I completely cut him loose.

I am not a victim, I am a suvivor.

 

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WYR

WYR

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